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[Thursday
December 22nd, 2005 at 4:56pm] |
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I finally got a new cell phone. You have no idea how happy that makes me...
anyway, here's my new number in case anyone wants to know...
248-840-3092
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[Monday
October 24th, 2005 at 9:50pm] |
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I'm so sick of you right now. I don't understand why you still think that I'm just going to go along with whatever you think is right anymore. I think I'm old enough now to actually have my own principles and my own fucking idea of what's right and what's wrong. I don't want you living my life for me anymore. I love how pissed off you get just because I didn't say "hi" when I got home. I love how I'm always the one who has to kiss your ass and "respect" you. So how come Joe doesn't have to come and fucking say hi to everyone when he gets home? No, I have to go find him and do it because if I don't then he'll be a fucking pussy and go hide in his room for the rest of the day because his feelings are hurt. Fucking grow up! Of course I'm not talking to him, he's acting like a three year old. So no, I don't respect you because you don't respect me. I'm not a child anymore, don't treat me like one. Don't act like I don't have thoughts of my own. My life does not revolve around you anymore despite how much you want it to. So no, I'm not breaking up with my boyfriend just because you hate him because I love him, and no, I'm not going to kiss your ass just because you want me to. It's really funny because we used to get along. That was before you married the biggest dipshit I've ever met. Good luck with that,
I love you, mom
angie
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[Sunday
October 23rd, 2005 at 8:55pm] |
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ugh, what a shitty weekend. I hate going to my dad's house. I don't get to see anybody and on top of that, I don't have a cell phone anymore so now I can't talk to anyone either. It sucks...
whatever...
angie
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| how quickly we all jump to conclusions... |
[Tuesday
October 18th, 2005 at 7:01pm] |
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Wow, okay. So I thought I would post and clear up a lot of things that people have been thinking...
First of all, Jonathan, I'm not pissed off at you and I don't hate you. That entry were not about you and if it was you would have already known that something was wrong, I would have told you. So you don't have to worry about us breaking up or anything.
Secondly, to everyone else, obviously now you know that that entry was not about Jon. You should also therefore conclude that Jon and I are not having any problems. I will admit that we've been arguing a lot lately, but it isn't anything that would cause us to break up.
So now hopefully everything is fixed and nobody needs to worry about anything.
Angie
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| God damn you.... |
[Tuesday
October 18th, 2005 at 3:59am] |
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Why the fuck am I so stupid?
Why do you have to be so fucking aggravating?
I think I'm almost starting to hate you...
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| Poor cello with no name... |
[Sunday
October 16th, 2005 at 8:13am] |
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My cello needs a name. I need help picking...
- Giovanni
- Jean-Babtiste
- Allesandro
- Gioacchino
- Vincenzo
- Ferruccio
- Orlande
- Antonio
- Scarlatti
- Francios
- Gaetano*
- Niccolo
- Alberto
Yay for music quotes...
*To write a symphony is to construct a world. -Gustav Mahler
*It may be a good thing to copy reality; but to invent reality is much, much better. -Giuseppe Verdi
*Music is not an illusion, but revelation. -Tchaikovsky
*I am sure my music has a taste of codfish in it. -Edvard Grieg
*We are the music makers, we are the dreamers of dreams. -Arthur O'Shaughessy
*There is nothing more difficult than talking about music. -Camille Saint-Saens
*Music exists to elevate us as far as possible above everyday existance. -Gabriel Faure
*...some world far from ours where music and moonlight and feeling are one. -Percy Bysshe Shelly
*Music that is born complex is not inherently better or worse than music that is born simple. -Aaron Copeland
*Music should be a collective magic and hysteria. -Pierre Boulez
*It is fortunate that to assert itself in music, a new generation does not need to destroy the works of its ancestors. -Ernst Krenek
*There is nothing stable in the world, uproar's your only music. -John Keats
*I never met with any man that suffered his passions to hurry him away so much whilst he played on the violin as the famous Arcangelo Correli, whose eyes will sometimes turn as red as fire. -Francios Raguenet
*The expression of thought, of sentiment, of the passions, must be the true aim of music. -Jean-Phillipe Rameau
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| limited communication... |
[Monday
October 3rd, 2005 at 10:14am] |
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okay, so I officially broke my cell phone today. One side was already broken off and then you couldn't see the screen unless you tilted it way down, and then sometimes you couldn't hear the person on the other end. I dropped the phone off the couch and it broke in two. So I have no phone now, how excited am I?
Anyway, I bought my own cello today. I am very happy about that. I have to name him now though. He needs a good strong name, I think. Something either Italian or German. I've already thought of a couple. I refuse to let my cello be a nameless wonder like Jon's violin, lol.
On another note, these are very complicated times for me. Lots of thinking to do. Too bad I went unnoticed at homecoming...apparently I looked really hot.
Oh well,
AnGiE
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| Cellos!!!!! |
[Monday
September 26th, 2005 at 10:36am] |
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Yay!! I went to shar today!!! And my Fishie Bob was there and we picked out pretty cellos that are really really great sounding. OMG, I am soo excited. Yay for cellos...
angie
- eww, I broke my cell phone
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[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005 at 5:14am] |
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ugh.....i'm sick. it sucks. i miss everybody, i hate being in the house by myself...it's so boring....
angie
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[Thursday
September 8th, 2005 at 9:48am] |
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10 years ago:I had my first boyfriend, ironically his name was Jonathan Johnston with a t. I also remember having a really bitchy teacher named Mrs. O'branavick. She was pregnant.
5 years ago: I had a huge crush on Jonny Stonehouse, now I think he's an asshole, I got into this huge fight with a bitch named Sarah Mcgrath, haha Minami, we were hilarious, she used to beat up Kat Sawyer with her purple lunch box.
1 year ago: All of my dreams came true *sorry, that was cheezy* and Jon and I started dating again.
Yesterday: I loved my outfit, chamber was fun, we have a hilarious quartet. Yeah! White Quartet, lol! Andrew is the cue master now. Not really, he kinda sucks at it.
Tomorrow: I have three music classes in a row. how awsome. I'm going to look really good tommorrow...
5 snacks I enjoy: string cheese, grapes, cookies!, Interlochen samiches!, sliced peaches...but only if they are sliced.
5 bands/artists that I know the lyrics to most of their songs: Zeppelin, Jet, Wasketburt...lol,umm does Sibelius 1 count?
5 things I would do with a $100,000,000: buy myself an awsome cello and bow, then give some money to my honey *haha that rhymes* to get a new violin and bow, go on a crazy shopping spree, buy myself two puppies *a tea-cup chihuahua and a yorki-chi*, get Jonathan a new pair of summer shoes *I hate his "Moses Sandals"*
5 locations I would like to run away to: Italy, California, England, France, Hawaii
5 bad habits I have: procrastinating, picking at my cuticles, being a bitch, forgetting things, getting my hopes up
5 things I like doing: playing my cello, sleeping with my boyfriend *lol, literally*, hanging out with my friends, shopping
5 things I will always wear: my awsome underwear, glasses, shirt, pants/shorts/skirt, the jewelry Jon gave me *my ring and hand-made bracelet*
5 t.v. shows I like(d): friends, that stupid show on style "how do i look" cuz it always makes me want to go shopping, forensic files *lol, i'm a dork*, umm, that firefighter show "rescue me", i've only seen one episode, i thought it was funny, lol
Favorite movie as a child: Bambi
Famous person you would like to meet: Yo-Yo Ma
5 biggest joys at the moment: I have like no homework, I love my boyfriend, my boyfriend loves me, I enjoyed a heartfelt moment with Jon and his dad looking at baby pictures *his dad was soo crazy about him, it was adorable*, my boobs are soo much bigger now
3 favorite toys: my cello, my ipod would be one if it worked, the new phone i'm getting
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| When will you ever figure it out? |
[Monday
September 5th, 2005 at 5:58pm] |
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I wonder when you'll figure out how aggravating you are? I hate how you always say all this shit and then you never fucking follow through. What about the quartet, huh? All those gigs you said that you could get us? Where are they, we're all waiting. And all that shit about how you don't respect me. Yay, I fucking know that. But don't say that to someone else and act like you're going to start. I know better than that.
As for you, sweet, I love you. So much. I am so unbelievablly in love with you right now.
angie
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[Sunday
August 21st, 2005 at 4:04am] |
my grandma died today.....
angie
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[Saturday
August 20th, 2005 at 1:42am] |
[x] The Basics [x]
Name ::: Angie
Middle name ::: francesca : (
Last name ::: barka
Age ::: 17
Birthday::: 3/27
Location ::: Michigan
Height ::: 5'3
Eye color ::: brown
Hair color ::: brown
Siblings? ::: 1 brother, 1 sister
[x] Favorites [x]
food ::: my grandma's pasta
movie :::right now, wedding crashers and team america, ha
group/ band ::: i hate favorite questions
Tv show ::: ...
animal ::: flamingoes, cuz they're pink
color ::: pink
place to be ::: Jon's dad's house
store ::: forever 21, ae
shoe brand :) ::: ...
word ::: fongulo, cept that's not how it's really spelled
phrase ::: "Watsketbirt"
Famous guy ::: Johnny Depp
Famous girl ::: i dunno
music ::: almost everything
candy ::: suckers
gum ::: orbit
number::: 7
website :::lj, and the website where the puppy i want is
drink ::: rasberry ice tea
scent ::: Jon, and clean laundry
season ::: summer
[x] Music [x] Pick a song title for the artist
Something Corporate ::: i dunno
Yellowcard ::: Only one
Green Day ::: hitchen a ride
J-lo ::: jenny from the block
Bowling for Soup ::: ...
Missy Elliott ::: ...
Chingy ::: ....I dont know!
John Mayer ::: your body is a wonderland
Britney Spears ::: toxic
Christina A. ::: .....
Thursday ::: .....
Aerosmith ::: Walk this way
Bob Marley ::: One love
Taking Back Sunday ::: ....
Sean Paul :::...i can't remember
Ludacris ::: umm...
Led Zepplin ::: stairway to heaven
Santana ::: smooth
Kelly Osbourne ::: shut up
Ozzy :::Crazy Train
[x] Have your ever [x]
Met anyone famous ::: yes
If so who? ::: yo-yo ma
Kissed someone of the same sex? ::: nope
Dated someone of the same sex? ::: no
Sang in the shower ::: yes, lol
Talked to a complete stranger ::: yes
Prank called someone ::: lol...yes
Snuck out ::: yeah, i got caught too
Lied to your Parents ::: many times
Done drugs [ if so what one(s)] ::: no
Drank Alcohol ::: yeah
Snuck into the movies ::: no
Gotten kicked out of the movies ::: no
Stole something *tisk*tisk* ::: i don't think so
Beat someone up ::: my brother
Watched Porn ::: yes, lol
Ran Away ::: yes
Gotten Arrested ::: nope
Been on TV ::: no...
Been in the Newspaper ::: yes
Shot a gun :::no
Graffiti'd something ::: no
Made out in the rain ::: that would be fun
HERE WE GO AGAIN....
LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Angelina
-- Birthplace: Southfield??
-- Gender: Female
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Dark brown almost black
-- Height: 5'3"
-- Righty or Lefty: Righty
-- Zodiac Sign: aries
LAYER TWO:
-- Your heritage: Italian
-- The shoes you wore today: my awsome pink ballet flats
-- Your fears:spiders and that I will lose him
-- Your perfect meal: my grandma's spaghetti
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: go to college, major in music
LAYER THREE:
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i miss you
-- Your best physical feature: haha, my boobs are big now, lol
-- Your bedtime: Whenever I get tired
-- Your most missed memory: there's lots of them, like Interlochen, when Jon fell asleep in my lap, or when he said that he was afraid to lose me, i could go on forever....
LAYER FOUR:
-- Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
-- Single or group dates: Single
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Arizona rasberry ice tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: a lot
-- Sing: with Jon in the car, Zeppelin, Watskitburt, Meat Sandwich
-- Take a shower: with my boyfriend
-- Have a crush: yes
-- Do you think you've been in love: Yes
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Liked high school: as of now, yes
-- Want to get married: yes, i even know who i want to marry *wink wink*, i'm pathetic, i know
-- Get motion sickness: mildly
-- Think you're attractive: he makes me feel that way, i could be wrong though
-- Think you're a health freak: definitely not
-- Get along with your parent(s):not any fuckin more
-- Like thunderstorms: god,yes
-- Play an instrument: cello
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yes
-- Smoked:no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: yes, ha, it was good, lol
-- Made Out: yes
-- Gone on a date:yes
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no, Jon would kill me, lol
-- Eaten sushi:nope
-- Been on stage: yes, at Interlochen, in my awsome knickers
-- Been dumped: no
-- Made homemade cookies: No
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: No
-- Stolen anything: nope
LAYER SEVEN:
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color?: Blue, Green, or Brown
-- Best hair color?: Blonde or Brown
-- Short or long hair?: short
-- Height: tall
-- Best weight: I dunno
-- Best articles of clothing: nothing
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of piercings: just my ears
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: i have no idea
-- Number of scars on my body: four,i think
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: One
AND AGAIN......
are you loopy? yes, lol
*are you weird?: just a lil
*are you a mama's boy/daddy's girl?:only with Jon's dad
*are there any interesting things your name spells with the letters rearranged?: umm, i dunno,i never bother to find out
*are you currently reading any books?: yes
*if so, please name: a farewell to arms
*are there any skeletons in your closet?: nope
*the most beautiful place you’ve ever been to was: at the little restaurant in arizona looking over a mountain
*the year of your life you would never live over was: i don't know, i hate my parents, this year sucked, but things with Jon were so great...
*your worst roommate was: tasha,she always wanted to talk bout Jon, and while i really do love that subject, you really don't want to hear it from her
*you are most paranoid about:that I'll lose him to someone else
*the number of jackets you own is:umm, four?
*the type of car you wish you had is:i wanna crossfire, lol
*countries you have been to are:usa,canada
*other languages you know phrases in are: french, and some italian
*other languages you would love to learn are:Italian
*tell us about any of your birthdays: well, at the last one, my friends decided to ambush me at a restaurant with their violins
*which would you rather be, a hobbit, an elf, or a dwarf?: an elf
*your thoughts when first waking up are:...
*spell your first name backwards: eigna
*describe to the best of your ability the word hate:tasha miner, jim alcorm....
*does your dentist ask you questions with his/her fingers in your mouth?: yes
*were/are your parents or guardians strict?: strict is an understatement
*what were your parents like before you were born?: i dunno, maybe they were actually normal
*are your parents still together?: no
*was there anything unusual about your birth?: nope
*did you have siblings at that time?: nope
*what event in your childhood had the most impact on your life as an adult?: watching my parents fight
*who is your favorite teacher?: Fishie Bob III!!!!
*who was your first best friend?:i think her name was stacey
*how old were you when you began to drive?: 16
*who was your first love?: it was in 3rd grade. i find it very odd that his name was Jonathan,lol.
*who was the first person you wanted to marry?: his name's Jonathan too, lol
*what is your best memory as a teenager with your friends?: quartet rehearsals and Interlochen
*would you call your hometown a big city or a small town?: in between
*did/do you cheat on homework in high school?: lol yeah...
*what was your first job?: babysitting
*which one of your parents are you most like?: i hate to say it, but my mom
*how have you surprised yourself?: some of the things i've done
*what have you done that you never thought you would do?: haha, Jon, lol
*what was the greatest challenge of your life so far?: dealing with my parents and making the right decisions
*who do you wish you could see again?: Jon
*how old were you when you started to accept your own values?: 13
*in retrospect, who was the biggest influence on your life?: unfotuenetly, my mom,Jon's dad
*what is great about your life right now?: he loves me
*what could be better about your life?: if my mom didn't hate him
*what things are you doing to make your life better right now?: giving myself space from my mom, getting advice about what to do about this terrible situation..
*what is your family like now?: fucked up
*what do you think the future holds for you?: success, hopefully
*do your friends know you?: most of them do
*are you psycho?: maybe
*do you have split personalities?: i hope not
*are you obsessive?: yes
*do you panic?: if i have a reason to, even if it's a stupid one
*are you depressed?: no
*are you suicidal?: no
*do you believe in love at first sight? yes
*what do you think about abortion?: pro-choice
*...death penalty i dunno
*do you belong to any political organisations?: nope
*have you ever been to a protest, political or not?: no
*are you religious? nope
*do you pray?: no
*do you have a special diet for religious or spiritual reasons?: no
*do you believe in ghosts?: yes
*can you juggle?: no
*...do a magic trick?: i can do a card trick, lol
*..."throw" you voice like a ventriloquist?: lol no
*...sit "indian style"?: who can't do that??
*...raise one eyebrow at time? no
*...blow spit bubbles?:mine don't fly like chris marshall's
*...cross your eyes?: yes
*...wear turtlenecks?: lol I can..but I wont
*describe your pillow cover:it's pink green and blue and it has flowers on it
*...blanket: it matches my pillow
*...dream wedding: i dunno, i know what i want my dress to look like though
*...dream house: a really really big one
sorry
angie
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| You better hope I calm the fuck down....... |
[Saturday
August 20th, 2005 at 1:32am] |
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If you're talking about who the fuck I think your talking about, I swear to God, if this shit continues, you're going to fucking regret it. I spent too fucking long getting things the way I want them. I really don't need someone like you fucking it up. Go ahead, think about him, I hope it's fucking killing you, especially for the last three days.......... You're not going to want to see me next week.
angie
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[Friday
August 19th, 2005 at 2:00am] |
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I am so unbelievably stressed right now. I have like a week to finish reading and anotating this book, then do the essay. I still have to do that stupid poetry thing. I hate ap english.
Anyway, my cello is making funny noises. It makes me sad. But, I'm happy because my boyfriend is the best, most awsomest boyfriend ever. I can't tell you why though. He did make me a pretty bracelet, though. And it doesn't look all cheapo either. It's pink : ) I bet tasha never got a hand made bracelet....haha bitch, lol.
psh, someone is thinking about him and they're not allowed.
angie
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[Tuesday
August 9th, 2005 at 11:12pm] |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how cute am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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| The Complexities of My Life........ |
[Tuesday
August 9th, 2005 at 11:54am] |
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So, everybody is finally back, thank God. That was probably the worst week ever in my whole life. It kinda sucks when you spend a week with your mom and all she does is try to make you feel like your boyfriend doesn't love you. I know better than that though.
Anyway, so everyone comes back and I find out that a certain 13 year old is hitting on my boyfriend. Wonderful, thank you so much. I would also appreciate it if you kept my belongings out of your mouth (that was my fucking guitar pick, bitch). You owe me a new one.
Well that's all....talk to you all later.....
angie
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| what has your life come to? |
[Wednesday
June 29th, 2005 at 12:25am] |
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I don't understand the reasoning behind some of your decisions lately. You sit there and cry because you're so depressed and I want to be sympathetic, but at the same time I can't help but feel like you have done this to yourself. It's not like we've always had these problems between you and me and the kids. Honestly, I think it's because of him. I know you want to be happy, but why do you think having a man with you is going to do that? And the whole time you were dating, you never once asked us if we liked him. Is that too much? And then you expect us to call him dad and act like our real dad doesn't mean shit and that's how everyone should act, right? So now we're stuck with him and he as got to be the most selfish, insensitive, arrogant person I have ever met. And you "love him so much". Did you even bother to even pay attention to all the red flags that came with him?
- He's been divorced three times-doesn't that say something about him? Either he's screwed up all his other marriages or nobody is ever good enough to please him.
- He has issues with his other family-I know it bothers you that he still goes to his ex-wife's house and associates with people that he really shouldn't care about.
- He doesn't care about your feelings-you can't pretend to ignore the rude comments he says
Come on, you know you deserve so much better than that. I don't know how you have managed to sink so low that a person like him is acceptable to you. I don't think you even gave yourself enough time to actually figure out what kind of person he was. It seems to me that everything you've been doing is only to benefit yourself. You can't say anything otherwise when you've told me that if we ever jeopardized you're marriage then you would pick him over us. I cannot even begin to understand how you think that that is acceptable. The thing that really gets me is that you act like we're horrible kids. The house is a mess if there's five dishes in the sink and someone's bed isn't made. Only because it's impossible to please you and him. So then the two of you get all distraught and now we're ruining your marriage. Well maybe that's a good thing. Honestly, if things keep going the way they are, you're going to lose me. I'm not going to associate with people who don't respect anybody and assume that they deserve everyone else's respect. You have to earn respect, only then will you deserve it and you two deserve no one's respect, not even you're own. So I hope that you're happy with your life after I'm gone and I take all the "hassles" that I bring you with me. I hope you'll be happy knowing that you're going to lose all you kids because they all hate you.
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| OMG, Help! |
[Sunday
June 26th, 2005 at 11:07pm] |
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Is anyone extremely bored and feeling particularly generous? If so.......I really need someone to fix my lj, it is a total nightmare! You can do absolutly anything you want with it (as long as you think I would like it) I don't care, I just need someone!
please!!!????
*angie*
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